Keep Walking

I have really got to rethink of what I have done in the past that lead me to tough life now. I also need to think & plan very hard for the future. There are many obstacles to tackle in 5 yrs down the road. Plan wisely, work smartly.

Screw that Selfish ass JW. A blood sucking vampire that will have his retribution soon.

Tired

I seem to have lost in energy & direction. Does finding a gf and planning for business at the same time an unattentable situation? Provide me with wisdom,pls.
I think finding a gf 1st may gives you motivation & direction, while having a business before gf may not put you in focus as you are always thinking of gals.

I have one more time failed in targeting a gal, talk to her and make her happy. Am I too serious or am i out of focus? I think i venture too much, that i didnt target anyone, thus a loss in direction. Secondly, i think too highly of myslef. It is as though i have a golden mouth. I need to change. Be an proactive. Talk to gals, understand them, treat them as a new friend!

No foolishness

Girls have come across the idea of marriage, but the reality struck them. Guys should think about it too. Female peers from sec sch, consider students as bf an old time love game. Time is not there to be wasted for such a 'childish' game anymore. They considered guys with stable career, able to bring home comfort as a ideal husband. He may not be rich, but able earn enough to save and plan for marriage together, a sweet experience.

So taking a bold step to be involved in QY life now consider foolish. They are looking for husband, not bf. Yet, one who is not very rich, but able to fetch home stable income is a ideal choice. You do not need to be a millionaire to marry them!

Challenge your thoughts!

QY eyes are speaking

QY smile has stolen away my heart. Her eyes tell me that she admires me, and my eyes tell her that I am interested in knowing her better. She changes. QY is wiser, she know what she wants in life. She is working smart. She loves her bf, but not in the stage for marriage as she feels it needs lots of planning & considerations. I feel that this is what girls think at this stage of life.

Dare;

If given the opportunity, I dare to fell in love with QY. I dare to challenge & influence her life. As she is one sweet girl that will make a good wife that I feel she is worth it. She maybe dear & lovely, but even a chance to be involved in managing the husband business, she may learn hard and excel. These are the qualities that makes her attractive. =)

Let me have a chance to understand her ideology.

Entrepreneurs

I have almost finish planning the 3D Studio Max course Level I & II. 加油！

"Keep Walking... " -Johnnie Walker

Pointers

The alumni welcome dinner let me observed that my polytechnic peers are enthused about start-ups. Interested in forming a company to do their own business. They realized that they don't have the time to get a degree, thus another alternative is to be entrepreneurs. They are getting smart.

Its time to buck up, putting thoughts into action. Your dreams will become reality. Plan & work smarter.

Advises

JH advised me to go US to learn. Its better as the Americans are more creative & innovative. There are still lots of opportunity in the future to network in China, although it is booming currently. In china, students are good in software skills- all about doing things, but their thinking & creative level are far from the west. As a student, it is consider important to develop these abilities at this stage.
Going to US, silicon valley, studying in Standford will give me a edge over my peers, and even a better portfolio for my resume.

I like and welcome the idea.

In debts

I am in debt. I have loans for Uni tuition fees, Uni Study loan for daily expense, Notebook Loan, Hostel payments, Shanghai travel loan and hp bills. So setting up a short course, teaching 3D Max to earn extra cash isn't any illegal thing. It is also not a shame. No money for repayment is more shameful than teaching students.

USA or 中国 ？

USA will provide me with a good foundation for starting up a company. Its more enterprising. I think I will learn more there instead of china, although life will be really though. One important lesson I ought to learn is to source for funds. Silicon Valley will be a great learning ground. Even if I may not succeed in doing own business in this short period, I still again valuable experiences working for US firm. At least I have an advantages over my peers, esp my Juniors in poly, when sercuring a job.

China is a blooming market. Its crazy not to invest smartly in it. But the system is complex, its not as easy as it seems. Network is compulsory. Having my NOC there will bring me more GuanXi, and a better understanding of the system. I may be more valuable securing a job next time as a lot of companies are investing in Shanghai. But one thing I may not learn is how to source for fund in Shanghai. Fund and Money are the basic necessity in business.

I need to plan. Need more cash if I depart from this program. $5650 for 1 yr sch fees. $4800 for additional expenses. How am I going to source for this amount? I think teaching 3D software may do. I really need to work smart for my future. Competition is heating up.

Free lance Teaching

Instead of doing more freelance during semester period, can I teach 3D max/Viz or Rhino instead to earn extra cash? Imagine that u have 5 student per lesson, each lesson 3.5 hrs for $40, so each lesson I can earn $200. One weekend can earn at least $400, that will be
$1600 per month. Its smarter than doing design. I think I should organised the topic and do teaching. Money is essential for survival, but money should not be the root for all evil. I need money to survive. Do it creatively.

遇见 & farewell

I saw QY today. She is getting better. My heart really skips a beat when I saw her. I think I am emotionally attached to her. Really find that she is a good girl, a wife to be kind. When chatting with her, her comment on "那么有心'' really strike my heart. If someone makes a card for her, she will be touched? hmm... maybe I can make a card for her Birthday? Really wanted to know how her mentality is now. Need to have a coffee with her!

NJ will leave. I noticed the sadness in her eyes, yet feel touched when I gave her a hand made card. I hugged her when she says goodbye. This Goodbye hug makes us feel emotionally good.
The only regret is that I have not brought her around. Take care NJ, and Good luck!