Decisive

Waste no time in finding a girl in Pubs and disco. They are not the breed that I am looking for. Look no further. Good girls and wife are in NUS. Be practical, focus on one that has above average looks and able to share the same idea. No more finding in other areas. You have spend too much silly time searching for a "perfect" one, and you have failed. The "perfect" one are those around you, its a matter of focusing and opening your eyes wide to feel it. Its just an easy task. Like a hunter, be decisive and focus on one prey and kill it from the moment it appears from the group. A hunter will never kill a prey by deciding & choosing 2 or more animals to shot the moment they appear. The same concept apply here. Be sharp, be fast in analysing, be fast in decision, and then focus in chasing her. She may be your loving wife sooner than you think!

Life before being successful

Aug 01, 2005 will be an another starting point of your life.

Now I am thinking about how to make my NOC in silicon value happens. Too much modules to clear within 5 more semester? Or should I choose an easier way for my entrepreneurship journey, by just clearing all my ID modules in NUS in the shortest period. Entrepreneurship is definitely the direction and not design. DO YOU WANT TO SPENT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE INFRONT OF THE SILLY COMPUTER?

From today onwards, you are an investment banker. Invest smartly in area that can fetch me good cash. That isn't a hard task. It can be achieved by thinking about it and planning ahead. Life is a game of choice. Choose to be rich!

My Princess

How much does Q worth?

Q look gorgeous, she has a executive look that makes her look strong, yet she is timid and soft in heart. I think I can communicate well with her. (OR are you trying hard to make things work?) She likes to tell her story to others, and I like to listen to her story. She is definitely a good wife. Why shouldn't you fight for your happiness? If I am really sincere about her, want her to enjoy my accompany, want to share about my thoughts and idea about life with her, why don't you make her your wife? What are you waiting for if time and chance permits?

...Be sure you are very sure of what you want before doing silly stuffs. Ask yourself many many questions before acting foolish. Talk to her, know her better, analyses her even more. Maybe it is just an sudden urge, a clash with her only when you are lonely ?

Lonely night in office on the 2nd last day of work

Lesson 1: Network to succeed

tomorrow it will be the last day in LRUI, and school is going to start soon. Time flies. I remember during late May 05, I was so tired and bore sleeping, laptopping in PGP study room. That time I yarned for a decent job, that I could work from 9 - 6pm, and can fetch me $1800 per month. I have sent resumes to more than 10 companies, but only 2 design firm replied. My thoughts at that time is hoping to earn up to $4000 during this holiday so that I can stay comfortable during semester. I didn't succeed. But I learn an important lesson. Network! And this lesson should bare me in mind till the day I am successful. I got this job, by putting my ego aside, called Max, and through his contact, he get me a job here. You see, A who u know may not help you directly, but A has many friends, and through his friends, you may not know what miracles may happens. SO NETWORK TILL THE DAY YOU DIE! Leave your stubborn ego one side, and you will be successful really soon! I am too stubborn. I need to change! There are easy ways to succeed in life, why choose to do it solely by yourself? NO man is an island.

Lesson One

B..Xiii is very assertive in about quality before handing the project back to his client. He is very focus when he think about the design. He may not be the best, but he tried to given what client required. After which, client will comment on the idea, and then improve further. This maybe a strategy in business. Give clients creativity space if the client has an idea on how to sell their product. Be flexible, discuss to synergistic an idea.

Lesson Two

Make your idea very clear before communicating with others. Poor communication skills and unclear idea are very time consuming & expensive to commit. Remember that others laugh or don't know what you are talking about when u are unclear about your ideas are about when you are talking to them? Remember that poor communication skills lead you to spend unproductive time in fornt of the silly computer? If unsure, allows ask. OR else, you will be silly spending stupid time in front of the beige box, instead of enjoying time screwing some tight ass! Yah tight asses are good stuffs.

Lesson Three

Have alot of friends, they will be useful one day. Macus is street smart, able to sweet talk, and make things work. He may not an have an uni education, but he is smart in managing people to get things done. He may not have the skills in doing the work, but he is able to find and persude skilsful people in getting it done. Lesson to be learnt! Why must you be egolistic in knowing eveything? Why must u always spent unnecessary time wasting it, hoping to learn and do it yourself? No man is an island. Find your team and get the job done in the most efficient and effective way!

After 30 days of working...

My energy seems to burn out. I have think and worked hard for my next phase of 2005. I had set up my business site, but it seems that business are going unsmoothly. I need money, cash to substant my expenditure in UNI. My life is hard, because I am not born lucky. It seems that I need to work hard in all my life. But I do not believe in fate. My destination is in my hands! I will be successful one day.

Days seems to fly. Every day, just passes. I think I have not achieved much working in LRUI, although I had gained good 3D skills. This skills will not get me any further. This is not the kind of life I am going to lead for the rest of my life. Meeting client, securing account, thinking business strategy are the kind of work I am excited about. Not just plane draught men & simple designing work. This kind of work is wasting my time. I have bigger goals in life, and I will not be a designer. I want to be a thinker, a millionaire businessmen & design-preneur! I must change. Adopt new working methods. Brian, you are no longer a designer! Re think! Do things everyday that will make you achieve your long term goal.

I am lonely. I need a girl friend, who I can talk to and share our thoughts in life. I seem to be the one outcast. My peers are going to have a wife soon. And all the nice and beautiful girl out there will be taken if I don't do anything. Challenge yourself, you can do it. Dun be too fussy. No one is perfect, including myself. Change your perception.

I have been working like a bull. I need rest. I will give myself 2 weeks break.